Thursday, December 2, 2010

yOu...

nobody but "yOU"!!

kan ke bagus wat ati kering jer...
tp memang jadi masalah...kat org lain blh la nak ati kering
tp nape not to yOu??!!
...................adoii
-hAnYa kAmU-

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

.....sampai bila?

day to day....lihat dia
=) 'but' ='(


........masih terpesona

Sunday, October 24, 2010

='( talk thru eyes...


confused and hunger inside...

torturing myself day to day...
waiting for the end **sighh...**

Friday, October 22, 2010

...what a friday...

is it wrong...?? talking about myself to myself...i'm not talking about other people behind their back...huh

whoa..i guess i'm being watched by someone right now....kena kutuk lak lam fb...aduuhh!! *reshmonu style coming up again...huhu*

happy + sad + blurr = everyday........never ending story (+_+)



.......can't stop thinking of you (",)

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

am i a reserve..??

pangg!! pangg!!....received 2 soft slaps from a different people in a day..?? what the $%!E@...

"you are so reserve..."

definitely, talking to strangers is not yummy at all...what to talk about??
will swing my eyes left and right...that's better..you can even watch flies flying...see the ants walking...
counts how many pimples on someone else's face...hehe **man!! that's enjoying...**...it's better than talking...

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

...tEn tHouSaNd pRomiSes...

Once we were lovers
Just lovers we were
Oh, what a lie
Once we were dreamers
Just dreamers we were
Oh, you and I

Now I see you're just somebody
Who wastes all my time
And money
What a lie
You and I

What about your
Your ten thousand promises
That you gave to me
Your ten thousand promises
That you promised me

Once I could handle the truth
When the truth was you and I
Time after time all the promises
Turned out to be all lies

You say I'll take you back
But I close the door
Cuz I don't want
Ten thousand more
Ten thousand promises, yeah
Ten thousand promises, you gave to me

Once we were lovers
Just lovers we were
Oh, you and I
What a lie

##bAckStreEtbOys##

Monday, October 11, 2010

@47124#LaGu kiTa#47124@

Deras hatiku berdetak
Di langit aku terlihat kamu
Terang malam teman kita
Dengan angin meniup sayu

Kupetik gitar akustik ini
Dengan harapan dia mendengar
Melodi indah yang kucipta
Hanya untuk luahkan rinduku padanya

Dan aku terus
Menyanyi lagu ini untukmu
Walau berjuta mendengar
Lagu ini hanya untukmu

Arah hidup kita
Tergambar bintang di angkasa
Berkelip melukis cinta
Terciptalah lagu kita

Melodi indah yang kucipta
Hanya untuk luahkan rinduku padanya

Dan aku terusMenyanyi lagu ini untukmu
Walau berjuta mendengar
Lagu ini hanya untukmu

Arah hidup kita
Tergambar bintang di angkasa
Berkelip melukis cinta
Terciptalah lagu kita....terciptalah lagu kita ......

.....aiZat.....

sighh....

for such a long time i never write...
my mind --> EMPTY
been thinking too much...i GuEsS
"to run away from something that don't even belongs to you...what a run!!"

Aku mentari
Tapi tak menghangatkan mu
Aku pelangi
Tak memberi warna dihidupmu

Aku sang bulan
Tak menerangi malammu
Akulah bintang
Yang hilang ditelan kegelapan
Selalu itu yang
Kau ucapkan padaku

Sebagai kekasih yang tak dianggap
Aku hanya bisa mencoba mengalah
Menahan setiap amarah

Aku sang bulan
Tak menerangi malammu
Akulah bintang
Yang hilang ditelan kegelapan

Sebagai kekasih yang tak dianggap
Aku hanya bisa mencoba mengalah
Menahan setiap amarah
Sebagai kekasih yang tak dianggap
Aku hanya bisa mencoba bersabar
Ku yakin kau kan berubah

###kErTaS###
**keKasiH yG x diAnggAp**

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

"Could I Have This Kiss Forever"

Over and over I look in your eyes
you are all I desireyou have captured me
I want to hold you
I want to be close to you
I never want to let go

I wish that this night would never end
I need to know

Could I hold you for for a lifetime
Could I look into your eyes
Could I have this night to share this night together
Could I hold you close beside me
Could I hold you for all time
Could I could I have this kiss forever
Could I could I have this kiss forever, forever

Over and over I've dreamed of this night
Now you're here by my side
You are next to me
I want to hold you and touch you taste you
And make you want no one but me

I wish that this kiss could never end
oh baby please

I don't want any night to go by
Without you by my side
I just want all my days
Spent being next to you
Lived for just loving you
And baby, oh by the way

:::::eNriQuE iGLeSiAs:::::

Saturday, May 29, 2010

-----tAkE a bOw----

Take a bow, the night is over
This masquerade is getting older
Lights are low, the curtains down
There's no one here
[There's no one here, there's no one in the crowd]
Say your lines but do you feel them
Do you mean what you say when there's no one around [no one around]
Watching you, watching me, one lonely star
[One lonely star you don't know who you are]

I've always been in love with you [always with you]
I guess you've always known it's true [you know it's true]
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye

Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye

Make them laugh, it comes so easy
When you get to the part
Where you're breaking my heart [breaking my heart]
Hide behind your smile, all the world loves a clown
[Just make 'em smile the whole world loves a clown]
Wish you well, I cannot stay
You deserve an award for the role that you played [role that you played]
No more masquerade, you're one lonely star
[One lonely star and you don't know who you are]

Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye

All the world is a stage [world is a stage]
And everyone has their part [has their part]
But how was I to know which way the story'd go
How was I to know you'd break
[You'd break, you'd break, you'd break]
You'd break my heart

I've always been in love with you
[I've always been in love with you]
Guess you've always known
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye

Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye
Say good-bye

***mAdOnNa***

Saturday, May 22, 2010

...vULnErAbLe...

Everywhere I look I see her smile
Her absent-minded eyes
And she has kept me wondering for so long
How this thing could go wrong

It seems to me that we are both the same
Playing the same game
But as darkness falls this true love falls apart
Into a riddle of her heart

She's so vulnerable, like china in my hands
She's so vulnerable and I don't understand
I could never hurt the one I love
She's all I've got
But she's so vulnerable
Oh so vulnerable

Days like these no one should be alone
No heart should hide away
Her touch is gently conquering my mind
There's nothing words can say

She's coloured all the secrets of my soul
I've whispered all my dreams
But just as nighttime falls this vision falls apart
Into a riddle of her heart

She's so vulnerable, like china in my hands
She's so vulnerable and I don't understand
I could never hurt someone I love
She's all I've got
But she's so vulnerable
Oh so vulnerable

Don't hide your eyes...

**Roxette **

Sunday, May 16, 2010

...dAnCe wiTh my fAtHer...

Back when I was a child
Before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high
And dance with my mother and me and then
Spin me around till I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure I was loved
If I could get another chance
Another walk, another dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever end
How I'd love, love, love to dance with my father again

When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way I would run from her to him
He'd make me laugh just to comfort me,
Then finally make me do just what my mama said
Later that night when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he
Would be gone from me

If I could steal one final glance
One final step, one final dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever end
Cause I'd love, love, love to dance with my father again

Sometimes I'd listen outside her door
And I'd hear her, mama cryin' for him
I pray for her even more than me
I pray for her even more than me

I know I'm prayin' for much too much
But could You send back the only man she loved
I know You don't do it usually
But Lord, she's dyin' to dance with my father again

Every night I fall asleep
And this is all I ever dream

#Luther Vandross#

Thursday, April 29, 2010

---"biLa riNdu"---

Dikeheningan malam
Termenung ku berseorang
Tak lena mata dipejam
Terdengar suara terngiang
Suara merdu yg disayang
Bagai kau didepan mata
Ku capai tapi tak kena
Sukarnya memendam rasa
Ingin ku luahkan kata

Bila rindu
Terkenang mu sayang...terasa sayu
Syahdunya jiwa ku bila malam makin kelam
Jauh terbang diri ku melayang
Aku rindu...
Sentuhan mu...ku rasa sayu
Inginkan jiwa mu selubungi jiwa ini
Bawa ku dalam pelangi
Melepasi batas diri ini

Jauh angan ku lena
Kurasa kita bersama
Kau bawa daku kesana
Ke alam kisah yang lama
Kenangan didalam jiwa
Bila terjaga semula
Disisiku kau tiada
Sukarnya ku pendam rasa
Inginku luahkan semua

Sesungguhnya kita mestilah
Wujudkan sefahaman dan hormat menghormati
Ikhlas kasih
Sabar insyAllah kita akan
Bertemu semula


"Aura yang memecah semesta
Menyampaikan pesan kesunyian dikala sendirian
Kesepian menyelubungi hari-hariku
Disajikan dalam doa-doa rindu
Yang menanti kau datang dan pergi
Seperti mimpi-mimpiku fantasiku
Bukan dongeng lagi yang sayup kedengaran
Disisi cuping di setiap corong
Lorong yang lohong
Benar...ku tak bohong
Bila hati menyanyi...(biLa riNdu....)"

Saturday, April 17, 2010

sOmethiNg on My mINd toDay

Soldier of fortune...

I have often told you stories
About the way
I lived the life of a drifter
Waiting for the day
When I'd take your hand
And sing you songs
Then maybe you would say
Come lay with me love me
And I would surely stay

But I feel I'm growing older
And the songs that I have sung
Echo in the distance
Like the sound
Of a windmill goin' 'round
I guess I'll always be
A soldier of fortune

Many times I've been a traveller
I looked for something new
In days of old
When nights were cold
I wandered without you
But those days I thougt my eyes
Had seen you standing near
Though blindness is confusing
It shows that you're not here

Now I feel I'm growing older
And the songs that I have sung
Echo in the distance
Like the sound
Of a windmill goin' 'round
I guess I'll always be
A soldier of fortune
I can hear the sound
Of a windmill goin' 'round
I guess I'll always be
A soldier of fortune

Thursday, April 15, 2010

putting a BiG smiLe on my faCe ;)

gotcha babe!!

owhh no!! ...i get caught!! ;p

u really understand ME all out (it REALLY was a SHOCKED actually..haha)

.......thanks anyway XP

unEXpected...

Careless Whisper

I feel so unsure
as I take your hand and lead you to the dance floor
as the music dies, something in your eyes
calls to mind the silver screen
and all its sad good-byes

I'm never gonna dance again
guilty feet have got no rhythm
though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool

Should've known better than to cheat a friend
and waste the chance that I've been given
so I'm never gonna dance again
the way I danced with you

Time can never mend
the careless whispers of a good friend
to the heart and mind
ignorance is kind
there's no comfort in the truth
pain is all you'll find

Never without your true love

Tonight the music seems so loud
I wish that we could lose this crowd
Maybe it's better this way
We'd hurt each other with the things we'd want to say

We could have been so good together
We could have lived this dance forever
But no one's gonna dance with me
Please stay

And I'm never gonna dance again
guilty feet have got no rhythm
though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool

Should've known better than to cheat a friend
and waste the chance that I've been given
so I'm never gonna dance again
the way I danced with you
(Now that you're gone) Now that you're gone
(Now that you're gone) What I did is so wrong
that you had to leave me alone

While listening to the "careleSS whisper", a message popped up on my phone's screen...
It's an unexpected note from someONE that i've hardly miSSed...
Drops of warm tears touches my cheeks...seems like i've created a river on my face
......i still can't dry the tears though its been years ;(

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

tHis sOng bEen siNginG iN my pOor miNd LatEly... ... ...

Lately been thinkin' bout you baby
Just sittin' away watching the days go by

Have you ever felt a breeze hit hard
Like the wind was blowing it apart
As you're spinning like a merry-go-round
Indications of a storm touching down
Wish that I can wear the rain and storm
But I guess it was a heartbreak from the norm
Was a day I will always remember
The saddest day in sweet November...

Baby I'm on my knees
Praying God help me please
Bring my baby back
Right back to me
If loving you is right
Then I don't wanna go wrong
So I drown myself with tears
Sittin' here
Singing another sad love song

Lately I've been torn apart
I wish you hadn't broke my heart
I'm missin' you babe
miSsiN' u evEry dAy...

Sunday, April 4, 2010

mE n mY bLaCk gUiTaR

something got into my mind today...WTF!! AGAIN??!!!
i wish to get rid of it...unfortunately i still can't..SHIT!!!
been wondering..for how long??!! damn it!!!
it's been years man!!!
shud have killed myself already...urrghhhhhh!!!!

Saturday, April 3, 2010

never thought of this but....

here i come...(welcoming myself to da blogger world..)